The closest to horny I get are moments like these.
Where almost all I can focus on is REALLY wishing I had a guy that loved me in my life, that could kiss me, have a tickle fight, hold me, trace my hips, kiss my stomach, make out with me, hold me close, give me a genuine smile that’s ONLY for me, bite his lip at me…
The closest to horny I get is wanting someone to want me, that I want…. And showing it by kissing me and holding me close, essentially.
Which is right now. And frustrating. But not sexual… Which no one understands lol.